Maybe, because I can resonate with it so much. And that despite your dark world you manage to thrive. I have this unconventional attraction to those who are in the emotional abyss. I feel like I can dive freely into that deep and complicated emotions - soak myself in it until I get enough.
People in the dark world talk deep. They are serious and make sense. And I’m a person who always loved it deep. My emotional turmoil gets the best of me most of the time, and I'm probably attracted to those who are like me.
My emotional stability isn’t at its best and finding the person who can jive with my vibe is the rarest. So maybe when I found you I thought I captured a firefly in the dark. A person whom I thought can jive with me and lighten me up. But there are people we find who are not bound to stay. Silly me for keeping you in the palm of my hands way too long. Fireflies are meant to fly or they lose their light.
Now, I’m feeling my real senses kicking. No more dreamy thoughts, no more assumptions, no more decoding your cryptic messages, and painstakingly translating your posts. I think I’m done. I think the beauty in exhaustion is when we are at the peak of it we can glide down freely from the edge. The feeling of letting things be. Throwing ourselves away until we reach the end. Because there is always an end to everything. And I have always hoped for the end to this.
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